What is there really to say? My heart feels so heavy with its secrets it must carry. It's to the point that it's about to break. I wish there was someone I could tell. I honestly don't even know it's like this. But I can tell you this I got a hunch it's got to do with HIM. And maybe a few other people but mainly HIM.
It feels like we've become distant in the past month. Maybe it's because I can't tell him I like him. Because of that sacred secret of mine. Normally I'd tell him anything but...but this I just can't. I truly wish I could tell him as my best friend but I can't because it might ruin our friendship. Sometimes I feel so close to crying! All because of this one boy. This one boy I swore I would never like...maybe even love. Yes, love. I said it. It's just this boy has got something special. Maybe it's that he's my best friend or how I can tell him anything or how he makes me laugh so easily and just puts a smile on my face.
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