Khalia - Roll Up (Female Reply)

Woah! This girl can sing! I <3 the original version of this song but wow. This version(reply) is even better. LOL That's all I really want to say because I'm doing homework >.< Have a huge project in history to do.

Trip or Fall

"Trip over love, you can get up. Fall in love and you fall forever."-Unknown

Ain't that just plain true? I'm pretty sure it is even though I still haven't had a boyfriend. Because you know what? A crush, a crush wouldn't last for a year. A crush is where you end up tripping for that person but you can still get up and recover. You can still get over that person. Anything that lasts longer is love. Sure it may not be that final, soulmate, I'm going to marry him love but its still true love. No matter what I think that everyone will have multiple true loves. It could be from a puppy love relationship or from a bittersweet love relationship. It's still love.

It doesn't matter how many times you tell someone even yourself that you're over him/her because there will always be a small part of you, no matter what the size. A small, tiny voice that still says "I love you" to that person. Even if that person hurts you beyond repair and you hate them with a passion, you'll always have that voice that's either whispering or shouting "I love you."

There are people who will say you will fall in and out of love many times until you find the one. And that's true except for falling out. Cause when you fall in LOVE with someone you will fall forever. It doesn't matter if you are apart or if you can never be with each other because if you love  that person you can't undo it. There is no simple "undo" button for love. Or a "rewind" button. Or a "delete" button. Love doesn't work like that. If it did work like that then love wouldn't really be love. How would be able to know if you're with the right person?

Sometimes

Sometimes when all you want to do is cry, the only thing you can do is smile. Everyday I feel like I'm breaking more inside. Everyday I hold back and only tell a person part of my troubles. Even when its my bestest friends, I still stay quiet. In the morning when I'm walking down the halls, I'm thinking to myself and feel like I'm about to burst into tears. My heart can't help but seem heavy like a ton of bricks. When someone I know is walking by and says hi, all I do is put on a fake smile. Act like everything is fine when slowly I'm falling apart inside. It's not always like this but once I'm alone and I truly have time to think I just have the sudden need to cry. Finally at night, when I'm laying in my bed, cuddling with my huge tiger and dog, I let it out. I don't sob. I don't make a sound. I just let it out silently. Wishing that the next day, maybe something wonderfully wonderful would happen.

Pretty Or Unpretty

Ain't this pretty much what goes on in our heads? Well us girls I mean. I wouldn't know what goes on in a boys heads since well  I ain't a boy! But us girls, we're constantly comparing ourselves to others. One moment we'll feel so pretty but the next we'll feel unpretty. Especially if we're trying to impress a guy and he doesn't say a thing. BTW I'm not saying beauty is everything cause it isn't. I'm just telling you the truth of what goes on in SOME girls' heads.

First Thing

First Thing Said: Hi
First Thing Recieved: Love
First Thing Given: Love
First Thing Broken: Heart
First Thing Mended: Trust

Oh Dear Dear Girl

Oh dear dear girl.

Why can't you do any thing right?

You're losing fath in yourself

Hope

And most of all

Trust

What are you to do without those things?

Oh dear dear girl.

How can you survive?

Survive this life you live?

Where everyone is expecting something of you

Where your dreams are just dreams

Where friends' assurance just isn't enough

Oh dear dear girl.

Your life is slowly falling down.

Crumbling down upon you.

All you have is yourself.

You're the only one you can depend on.

You're a lone angel stuck on the ground.

One's who's wings just cant spread and soar.