Why do I always go back to him...

I havent blogged in a long time...well school ended and you know that guy I liked? Well I was suppose to tell him at my school's promotion dance but I chickened out. So I tried again on the last week of school same result. Luckily I had summer school with him the next next week and still do. BUT problem was that during that week I didn't see him and my friends. I got time to think. And think. And think. So long story short, I got over him. Now all thats left is my feelings for him as a brother. However theres even a more complicated issue now. So I told all my friends that know that my crush on him is gone. There was one friend that didn't believe it so she insisted that I still tell him even though its gone. Though honestly what's the point of telling him if its gone? Anyways she stopped insisting and let me go. All of my friends are shocked though. They thought it would never end...and it looks like they are right. Turns out I'm not completely over him. I still have some feelings for him...maybe not just some but all...