April Fools?

Can I say I'm such an idiot? I think so. If you've read my other blog then you know about my crush. For those who don't then let me get u caught up. So I have this enormous crush on my best friend but I'm sure he doesn't like me. Ok. So you see repetively I've had the perfect opportunity to confess to him. Once when he came over to work on a project and we were the only ones in my room cause everyone else left already. Then today I had like four chances too! Especialy since its April Fools. I could've been told him and if he didn't like me back be like "April Fools!" You should've seen me during lunch. My friends found out and tried to get me to do it cause I chickened out so I was like being dragged by them. Then suddenly he ran out of the cafeteria so my friends were gonna chase him. That's when I ran away. Then after school I had the chance cause his locker was near my friend's but I chickened out again! Not to mention my friends keep telling me he likes me and that its so obvious. >.< I'm such a coward arn't I!?